Well.... hehehe!! It's been quiet a while since I visited this page!! Hehehe!!! And it's been two years since I won the poetry contest as a champion twice.... well that was... that was quiet unexpected... I remembered when I first brought the medal to my mom she was mad of me because I failed math! heheh!! Well I guess that's the prize to pay hehehe!! She told me that I'd rather loose the competition than to bring her a failing grade! Heheh!! You know what hurts me more is that I went up the stage during the awarding ceremony, my name was announced in the auditorium and when I went up the stage the lady ( a school faculty maybe) hesitated to give me the medal and thought I was the first place, I told her I was the champion and she was wearin this plastik smile of her's and you can bearly see it in her face... when she gave me the medal I felt her hands were hard and really hesitating to give me the award.... after the awards, I came back to our classroom and told them that I won then everyone came shouting and shouting with rejoice.... at that time christmass was approaching that's why there's soo many decorations around making the environment soooo homey...It was the time too that I received a failing mark... I began cryin and cryin sooo hard that everyone can bearly hear it... IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE.... I failed math... well I rushed to my A.S.A.P family and started cryin to KUYA GATCHY.. I told him that I failed and I was a total mess.. I was shy cause he was my crush and he was there wiping my tears away... he kissed my forehead and said; "ok lang yan! next time galingan mo na lang! at besides nanalo ka naman eh at isang subject lang naman yan kaya kaya mu yan!"
A.S.A.P family gathered around me and comforted me.. I felt like I was home... a home where I can be myself... Well I went home and heared my mom doing the SEREMONYAS thingy again....I felt bad sooo much... well I looked at myself wearin the medal, I looked back at the medal and told myself.... " do I really deserve you? DIANNE and PATTY-KUN would have done it better than I did.. their achievers! Unlike me, a none talented looser who had just won because of luck.. or maybe just a freakin looser... I don't know!!! I Heared of patty's art from my friend and she told me how great her poems were, compared to me.. maybe they'll beat me if they joined the competition too patty-kun and dianne... HUHUHUH!!!! Im no match!!!!! flanked out zero!!! Well I won again the last year's poetry competition but.... it felt.... like I don't deserve it... no one really cared about me! I mean common!! What would the world do to a hopeless looser junkyardy art like me! HAHAHA!