Well.... hehehe!! It's been quiet a while since I visited this page!! Hehehe!!! And it's been two years since I won the poetry contest as a champion twice.... well that was... that was quiet unexpected... I remembered when I first brought the medal to my mom she was mad of me because I failed math! heheh!! Well I guess that's the prize to pay hehehe!! She told me that I'd rather loose the competition than to bring her a failing grade! Heheh!! You know what hurts me more is that I went up the stage during the awarding ceremony, my name was announced in the auditorium and when I went up the stage the lady ( a school faculty maybe) hesitated to give me the medal and thought I was the first place, I told her I was the champion and she was wearin this plastik smile of her's and you can bearly see it in her face... when she gave me the medal I felt her hands were hard and really hesitating to give me the award.... after the awards, I came back to our classroom and told them that I won then everyone came shouting and shouting with rejoice.... at that time christmass was approaching that's why there's soo many decorations around making the environment soooo homey...It was the time too that I received a failing mark... I began cryin and cryin sooo hard that everyone can bearly hear it... IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE.... I failed math... well I rushed to my A.S.A.P family and started cryin to KUYA GATCHY.. I told him that I failed and I was a total mess.. I was shy cause he was my crush and he was there wiping my tears away... he kissed my forehead and said; "ok lang yan! next time galingan mo na lang! at besides nanalo ka naman eh at isang subject lang naman yan kaya kaya mu yan!"
A.S.A.P family gathered around me and comforted me.. I felt like I was home... a home where I can be myself... Well I went home and heared my mom doing the SEREMONYAS thingy again....I felt bad sooo much... well I looked at myself wearin the medal, I looked back at the medal and told myself.... " do I really deserve you? DIANNE and PATTY-KUN would have done it better than I did.. their achievers! Unlike me, a none talented looser who had just won because of luck.. or maybe just a freakin looser... I don't know!!! I Heared of patty's art from my friend and she told me how great her poems were, compared to me.. maybe they'll beat me if they joined the competition too patty-kun and dianne... HUHUHUH!!!! Im no match!!!!! flanked out zero!!! Well I won again the last year's poetry competition but.... it felt.... like I don't deserve it... no one really cared about me! I mean common!! What would the world do to a hopeless looser junkyardy art like me! HAHAHA!

---+++ HmPh.. it's been a long long time since I've pushed my doorbell here in my devi art! Well I was just buisy at school and done some arrangements on my stuffs!
Actually I was in my CRAVING process of reading the ultimate source of my life " THE TWILIGHT !!!!!!" GOSH! You won't know how it hit me in brains so bad!! I almost believe that vampires are really real! Actually I couldn't have found it without the help of my sister's curiosity on untangling the revelations about the twilight!!
Well it all started when my sister went home in the first month of august and the day was friday. She was really curious about the book thingy and what's with it because she got really mad of seeing her and his classmates carrying it wherever they go. So when my sister arrived, she immediately changed her clothes and began searching the web. while I was using it. I told her; " what's the rush? I am still using the half of my time and still doing some friendster on the internet?!" she replied; "Do you know Robert Pattinson?" I replied; "Ya, and what's the biggy deal about him? He's just an additional character in the HP series?!" And then she said;"DON'T YOU KNOW THAT HE'S THE MAIN CHARACTER IN TWILIGHT!!" I asked her; "What's twilight?" and then she told me;"Its the forbidden love between a vampire and a mortal". When I heard the word "VAMPIRE" I can't stop blushing because ever since I was in my grade 4 year of elementary, I was always been obsessed on them , the way they kill, the way they move, the way they fight, the way they love and also their good side! You see vampires fascinate me a lot!!! So going back, because were both curious, we searched the plots of the twilight series in the internet. We found it fun and enjoying because our minds bonded well with each other while we read the twilight series plot in the internet. As time went by, we haven't noticed that we fell into the magical binding spell of twilight! My sister gave up searching because she was really tired and so I continued! As days went by, I became more eager to buy it, became more eager to embrace the book so hard that it will break it's pages apart!! I was more mad and saw the beast in me. Every time I eat,Every time I walk, every time I smile, even in sleeping, I couldn't resist to take a bite on the story of the book!

PART II
---+++ THE HUNT +++---

Dear journal, May 9,2008
Well this days have been so fast that I didn't noticed that vacation days is going to be over and school days is approaching so fast!!!!! SIGH!!!!! How I hate school days!!!!!! Full of effort and full of some tragic memories!!!!!! Well despite of the hurtful memories I also have good memories to bring with me in my high school life like meeting new friends and discovering something new! Well this past year of my life seemed to be colorful because of many events that happened in my life!!! Oh well!!! This year I am really working forward to meet new friends, discovering new things and doing new things!!! Well I hope this next chapter of my life will be much better than the other year that had past! I hope that this year will bring me much luck and I wish that we will have more bondings together with my new classmates and I wish that even if we didn't won the competition in CUA we will still be united as one!! Anyway still keeping my manga madness together with my sister enjoying the rest of our life reading it!!!!!

Dear Diary, April 25,2008
Sigh!!!!! Well I am just so sad because my plan to have a piano lessons was not fulfilled! Hmph... it's a very long long story why and what did just happened why mom did not permitted me anymore to have my piano lessons. Oh well today I am going to draw another art to be submitted here in Deviantart, well I am not sure when am I going to pass it but while I draw my next art I also compile them so that I will not miss place them again!! Hehehehe!! That's why I am busy this summer!! Hehehehe!!! Well just wait on my arts ok!!!!!!
Well my father just told us that his in a critical condition cause they were attacked by the terrorists and throw bombs at them!!!
We were so scared of our father's condition because he still worked hard to support us here while they were being attacked by some people who wanted to rule the country that he worked for!!!
He said that he'd rather risk his life being there rather than to see us hungry and crying for our needs. Well I know that not every one might not know the story of my heroic dad's struggle but for me his the most ever loving dad that we could have and I am proud to say that
"EVERY DAD IS A HERO IN THERE OWN WAYS, IT MIGHT BE NOT THAT BIG BUT SURE IS WORTH IT!!! "
LOVE YOU DAD!!!!!